KAPITAL
Music: Xian
Vox: Juan.M
Lyrics: Juan.M

Love, hate
Life, death
Heaven, hell
Hell, hell

Where are all my dreams
Anything I once believed
How could I be so naive
When promised everything
When shards of us are shattered
Our hopes fall before they're born
A shudder murmur in violence
The overtures dream forgotten

All your blood your pain
I am not afraid
All your wars your cruelty
All your faith your prayers
I am not afraid
Of you


PAIN
Music: Xian
Vox: Juan.M
Lyrics: Juan.M

So sick of this world and it's lies
So sick of this soul and it's strife
Sometimes it feels were hardly alive
Sometimes it feels we won't survive

Wasted on pain
Wasted insane
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide

Were driven so hard there's nothing inside
Were driven so hard there's nothing alive
Were self destructive and getting fucked up
It doesn't seem like there's room for love
Were driven so hard there's nothing inside
Were driven so hard there's nothing alive
Stop feeling surprised as you're ripped apart
Were forced to live without our hearts
So sick of this world and it's lies
So sick of this Soul and it's strife
Sometimes it we just wanna die

Wasted on pain
Wasted insane
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
There's nothing nowhere or anywhere in site

Not now nor never you just fucking die die die die die
In pain, insane, in pain, insane


NO ESCAPE
Music: Xian
Vox: Xian
Lyrics: Xian

I see a life ahead
Each day more news of the dead
Lies politics, alternatives
My faith drains
Like the holes in my brain
I think every day about
Going insane
I drive for hours at night
In the rain
I'm begging I'm crying
I'm asking I'm dying
I'm loosing my faith
I'm loosing my ways
I'm lost at the end of days
I made a mess I shouldn't have made
Alone in the world
We're all enslaved
And the future promises
More of the same
A negative, Non-representative
Illustrated mess of the world
I knew I hated
World that I knew
I change
My life
Fit to slave
Takes you in and
Change your brain
Slave, slave, slave away
Slave, slave, salve away away

Do we surrender
To our vices
Do we escape into
Fantasies and magazines
Meditate alone
Laugh at a club
Laugh like a fish
going extinct
Staring at the business end
Of a shotgun
Racing in a blind alley
Cutting off everybody
Looking out for number one
Fuck the rest you're having fun
Trying not to interfere
Global warming your career
Fall in love and start a life
Get a husband get a wife
Settling for less
Managing the best
What do you hate
What is safe
What do you hate
What is safe
Living a life that's a lie
Nobodies' fate
Becoming the things you hate
Tell your kids its the best
They have to pray
To a god that doesn't exist
To a god that's fucking dead
Your crutch, your weakness
A world that's fucking dead

How do you fight when you're barely alive
How do you cry when there's no one left inside
Where do you run its the same everywhere
Where do you fit in the world doesn't care
I see a life ahead
I see what I must do
You have no will to live
This time I'm cutting through
The next time
The last time


SIDE EFFECTS
Music: Xian
Vox: Juan.M
Lyrics: Juan.M

When we crash into the future
Will this world still be together
When we nail into the mirror
Will this world still seek surrender
We've driven a stake though its heart
Our every mistakes reverse the start
We've taken so much there's nothing to give
Our every disdains refuse to live

Acid is eating away right to the bone
Pollution corrosion is turning to stone
Temperatures rise as the rich get richer
Ice is melting as animals grow thinner
Governments refuse to show what they know
While politicians get paid to refute scientific way

We have seen the side effects
We have sentenced our defects
We have become far too numb
We have diseased our only sun
But if we rage they will hear our shout

When we drown into the ocean
Will our suffering make us human
When we march over the warpaths
Will we take our place into the past
We've refused to help those with needs
Our every dreams force the world to bleed

Disease rising and it just gets worse
Nature crumbles and scorns its curse
Survival is coming as the weak are dead
Animals are flooding as the coolings fled
Corporations refuse to show what they know
While religious extremists want their god to show

We have seen the side effects
We have sentenced our defects
We have become far too numb
We have diseased our only sun


CITY OF GOD
Music: Xian and Juan.M
Vox: Juan.M
Lyrics: Juan.M

In the deep recesses of a tortured mind
Is there any hope for us this time
In a hallowed valley of an empty soul
Is there any hope that we are whole

Inside the lines where we see so clear
The beasts we've made are what we fear
The dreams we make are just nightmares
Inside the laws there's nothing that's fair

The swine tear out our eyes
Raging of the street will arise
In a city so diseased by lies
Why can't we just organize

This is the city of God
This is the city of torture
This is the city of Evil
This is the city of Pain

In the deep recesses of a rotting brain
Is there any hope for us in pain
In a hollowed valley of a raging fever
Is there any hope that this is over

Inside the lines where we see so clear
The beast's we've made were never pure
The dreams we make are just nightmares
Inside the lies there's nothing that's there

The swine tear out our eyes
Raging of the streets will arise
In a city so diseased by lies
Why can't we just organize

This is the city of God
This is the city of torture
This is the city of Evil
This is the city of Pain


THE FRAIL
Music: Xian
Vox: Juan.M
Lyrics: Juan.M

Is it the frame of the rules
That decides the lives we chose
Or the paths we dare to take
And the dreams we dare to make

(Chorus)
Cast back what is meant to be
Cast back system slavery
Cast back poor depravity
Cast back greed the enemy

The truth that stands before you
Are the walls that hold you down
The faults that you are feeling
Are the shames that you are drawn
(Chorus)

In a world so full of hate
It's easy to lose your faith
But when all is said and done
We change the world till it's won
We will refuse surrender
We will refuse forever

Raised for jail
Our hopes are frail
Raised to fail
We will prevail

Born with no chance or future
The poor form into soldiers
Destined to work slave and die
Inside the rules life survives
(Chorus)

The race of wealth has begun
Forcing guilt on everyone
Refused of education
Refute the blame and question
(Chorus)

In a world so full of hate
It's easy to lose your faith
But when all is said and done
We change the world till it's won
We will refuse surrender
We will refuse forever


PAIS DE SANGRE
Music: Xian
Vox: Juan.M
Lyrics: Juan.M

I didn't choose this skin
It's the flesh of Sin
It's a game, it's a race
We cannot displace
We will not be silenced
We are not the violence
It's the fear in our homes
It's the poor we condone
No soy de tu pais (I'm not from your country)
Pero sabes que (But you know what)
Este pias es sangre (This country is blood)
Este pais es susio (This country is dirty)
Este pais es mio (This country is mine)
Y sabes que (And you know what)
(Chorus)
Si se puede (Yes we can)
Yes we can
Anything is possible
Si se puede (Yes we can)
Yes we can
Anything is possible

Stripped of their wealth
As they plead for our help
Fear is how they dwell
We have made them like this
And still you dare to spit
In the face of vengeance

Get out of my face
Your just a coward
Afraid to admit
Were the hate
Were the pain
Were the same on the inside
Were the same on the inside
Your lines are not mine
It's the truth of time
Este Pias es mio (This country is mine)
Pero sabes que (And you know what)
(Chorus)

Your racist and moral values
Keep you from seeing the truth
We did this to them

American Dreams means selfish disease
Draining wealth from poor
Neighbors seeking more
Despised for their lives
As they reach for the sky
Este pais is sangre (This country is blood)
Este pais is sussio (This country is dirty)
Este pais is mio (This country is mine)
Pero sabes que (And you know what)
Quero matar tu mundo (I want to kill your world)
Porque mi familia (Because my family)
Muere por tu dinero (Dies for your money)
Este Pais es mio (This country is mine)
Y sabes que (And you know what)
Sabes que (Know what)
Si se puede (Yes we can)


BLOOD
Music: Xian
Vox: Xian
Lyrics: Xian

We understand the fighting
And all the things we see
Even though they never tell you
One word with honestly
In desperation lost our hope
No constellation, broken homes
Don't pay attention selling war
Is suffocation you were born for

Visions just getting worse
And you feel so mutilated
Don't believe a word they say
Feels like there's no escape


DISINTEGRATION
Music: Xian
Vox: Juan.M
Lyrics: Juan.M

I get so lost inside my head (Crashing)
It's agony that keeps me fed (Breaking)
I've sacrificed life for death (Smashing)
But it's love that's still taking my breath (Disintegrating)
Were counting the minutes
The hours the days (Disintegrating)
Disintegrating while
The world just stays

I'm chewing on broken glass
With nails for my teeth
I'm swimming in human ash
With vengeance on my sleeve
I'm feeding on open wounds
With bile for my tongue
I'm taming the final tomb
When there's no where left to run

Just marching along the paths
In a twisted carnival of souls
Crumbling before our eyes
Were helping commit suicide
Break of your angel wings
Tear down you halo rings
Peel back stigmata scabs
We are the dying lambs
Break of your angel wings
Tear down you halo rings
Peel back stigmata scabs
We are the dying lambs

All these memories they smash
All these memories they crash
All these memories they take
All these memories they break

Bludgeoned blind
We've lost our minds
Tortured time
We've paid our crimes
Ruptured hate
We've gone irate
Crippled faith
We've grown distaste
Punctured flesh
We've bled our best
Severed rest
We've stood the test
In suicide, think of all you leave behind
In suicide, I can see what's in your eyes
In suicide, don't think the pain is just inside
In suicide, it lives within you and I

Are the demons in your eyes
The reflections in the sky
Are the angels you despise
The deceptions we confide

I have no resent
Twisting the neck
Of all my regrets
Were counting the minutes
The hours the days
Disintegrating while
The world just stays

Break of your angel wings
Tear down you halo rings
Peel back stigmata scabs
We are the dying lambs
In suicide, in suicide

Bajskorv (2006)

DEATH ONE

Is this the world you wanted This is the world you helped to make This is the world we must retake Be the voices for the dead There is so much to be said Is this the hope I died to find Is this the hope that’s never mine You were held down Your face in the ground We are living for the dead Is this the price for life

MENTAL STATE

When the same dawn arises The hand of man despises The system that rocks the cradle From the dust to the ashes It should be washed away Like the dirt it portrays Like the greed it has made How can you take me away This is the mental state Where there is no difference Between love or hate We are never the kings Ruling over everything Were just the animals Whose burning wings Have gone way too far Push and you pull And you beg and you plead On your knees, where you bleed Screaming desperately to be free Work and you slave And you hate all the ways You can’t breath when inside This machinery you are wired Why do I slave for a wage When there’s plenty for days All around before me I am working for my dream

WHAT SIDE YOU ON

Impaired of reason Conservatives fear diversity Believing morality infliction They cede humanity Choosing death of a soldier For racist prayers Guiltless lovers restrained Must shed their tears The righteous have hired A killer to feed their hatred Are you on the left Or are you on the right You have to decide What fucking side are you on Tearing at the scabs Resentment demands Our wounds are united Quenching our hatred Spreading like a cancer There is no answer When death is desire Preached by intolerance Caging slaves in graves Dictating our decision Corporate elected treason Subjugates constitutions Perpetuating persecution Social immorality war Stains a faith unpure Condemning lives of poor Money is their core Spreading like a cancer

BIRTH OF A NATION

If the struggle we bare witness Apologized for all the distress We needn’t give it a name But the fingers taping our backs Are always trembling the same Waiting for one final moment of pain The birth of a nation remains Teaching intolerance disdained Hatred must fade away Pretending our lives are fine Cruelty’s erased from our minds With the trickle of pointed robes Hatred has entered our homes Living inside our human race Hidden within a different face Our seeds never have replaced The errors of our past mistakes

BROKEN SOLACE

Dejected depression addiction And you hate yourself For you I’ve bleed and bleed For you it’s never enough I give and you take I’ve nothing left to make You are my self inflicted promise My lovely broken solace

HEAVEN’S GATE

Hidden deception diverting eyes Is heaven’s gate drowning life Come to steal rejected lives There is no heaven in 1997 Kill me to see me Believe anything to be free Solitary lines of suicidal lies Uniformed masses of black Hope to find their destined track Once they leave the light There is no way back There is no heaven in 1997 Severed shriveled heads constitute Resurrection salvation Purple shrouds cover the eyes Breathing for the last time On their way to heaven’s gate

KIDS

Hey kids when they say Kill yourself you must act With no questions ask You must die When it all comes Down to freedom You can’t kill me We are forever We are believers We are the rebels We are eternal In two thousand and five Right before our very eyes The military you friend Targets all the poor to send From trade and community College youth perspectives Uniforming code of justice Ending their bill of rights Life under constitution And their oversights you will die They take you in and spit you out Caring just enough to watch you die If you survive they have to pay If you die they look the other way

BLOOD LIKE RAIN

We understand the fighting And the things that we see But did they ever tell you One word with honesty In desperation We lost our hope No consolation In our homes Don’t pay attention They’re selling war This is suffocation This is what you were born for Visions getting worse Feel so mutilated Don’t believe a word they say Feels like there’s no escape Things are just getting worse And you fell so mutilated Don’t believe a word they say We feel there’s no escape In a very small world With fears in our spirits Ask your self are you moving forward Or are we still in our womb

LIGHT

This little light of mine I’m gonna let it shine Rejecting my mind Shattered through the sky Heaven makes me blind Piercing through my eyes Cutting them like knives Hiding all the lies Waiting for a savior Tides of cries wash Away his blood The churches hoard Will over flood Hide it under a bushel no Don’t let satan blow it out Guilt dictation amplified When roman thought crucified Counterfeit preachers Aggregate dues Teaching us how to die And how to loose Let it shine till jesus comes